brokenpiecesofme

2006-06-04T06:02:00.000-07:00

waaah! school's comin' actually it's tommorow na eh. lolx. haii. kktmad pa. :p pro i'm kinda excited nrn. tcj dw ako. together wit pau. heheh. laln. i have to wake up early n nmn everyday. kktmad gmcng ng maaga. lolx. nwei. laln. kktmad mgtype. later!

2006-05-24T06:26:00.000-07:00

hm. i havn't done this for a while. i miss bloggin' lolx. i got nothing to post nmn kxe eh. hm. well. my life is boring, that's why. nwei. school is almost starting. in about 2 weeks i guess. i'm somehow excited na! hehe. i'm going to be a junior this coming school year. whew. i'm scared! hahah. i can do this. it's not gonna be that hard nmn cguro db? hm. nwei. let's see nln. heheh. i miss my friends na so much! i wna see them na. nd hang out with them maybe. hehe. i miss chillin' at starbucks after school. hehe. hm. i'll get to do that na again soon! hahah. i guess that's it. i'll update nln ule pg school starts na! waah! i'm excited! but at the same time lazy to wake up so early in the morning! hahah. oh well, l8er!

2006-05-16T05:57:00.000-07:00

woot ! long weekend wit my cousins ! hahah .. i had lots of fun ! :) nwei .. i miss my o11 na ! hahah .. i wna see him na again ! lolx .. :) haii .. :) i'm happy today ! wee ! :) till here ! :)

2006-05-09T22:25:00.000-07:00

i'm bored ,, and pissed off .. ! haii .. argh .. dunno why .. grr .. hmm .. i wish i wasn't ....... !

2006-05-03T06:28:00.000-07:00

hmm .. laln .. got nothing to do .. blog nln .. i bought 2 books naun .. :p yey .. i'm going to start reading na 2m .. :) that's the effect of boredom ! :)) lolx .. i wnt to be busy kxe .. :) lolx .. today's a nice day .. :) heheh .. i hope 2loi2 nto .. :) heheh .. later ! :)

2006-05-02T18:43:00.000-07:00

erase, erase, erase .. :p heheh .. i'm bored .. i want to read ! hmm .. got nothing to do .. kya i erased nln those things na i dnt wnt to see here in my blog na .. i hate it when i'm bored .. coz i'm starting to think about things .. and stuff .. na actuali i dnt wnt to remember na .. nkkinis ! hahah .. i want to have amnesia ! so that i will not be able to remember my past .. ! hahah .. i hate it kxe ! lolx .. nwei .. later .. i'll try to bang my head to the wall ! lolx .. i wnt to go shopping .. to the movies .. hahah .. i miss my friends .. i miss moniq, kim and pau na ! hmm .. actually i just got home from school .. i enrolled kxe .. laln .. i wnt to be busy ! heheh .. i miss school nrn ! lolx .. hmm .. ge later !

2006-05-02T03:21:00.000-07:00

am i blooming ? hello ? there's no reason for me to be blooming .. whew .. i mean with all the problems i'm dealing with right now .. God, they're so wrong .. ! :p yuss, i'm happy .. but blooming .. uh .. i don't think so .. hahah ! i'm a mess .. ! lolx .. that's what i am .. a mess .. and i'm trying to make my life now a good one .. you know what i mean .. :p i'm getting rid of all my stupidity right now .. hahah ! i'm starting to think ! hahah .. nice no ? lolx .. i have brains but you know .. sometimes .. people are really good in fooling .. hahah ! and then one day you'll realize 'God, i've been fooled' ! hahah .. whew .. i've learned a lot of things .. that's why i'm starting a new life .. a good one .. whew ! help me God ! :p

2006-05-01T21:09:00.000-07:00

confessions of a teenage mess .. whew .. i turned out to be a very bad girl .. haii .. yah .. my bestfriend's right .. somehow i took people for granted nga .. bad nga kxe ako .. kya cguro ako gn2 naun .. i have a lot of confessions to make .. haii .. it's like i've wasted a year in my life .. but i'm not regretting the good ones that happened to me though .. haii .. my bestfriend lost her trust in me na .. kxe i'm always pretending .. but this time .. no more pretending .. no more .. i want to be a true person .. haii .. i'm really afraid she might leave me .. i need her .. i need my bestfriend .. and .. i just want to say sorry for everything .. it's good to know that after all i did to you .. you're still there .. i really appreciate it .. i'm really sorry .. i mean it this time .. no more naughty me .. i promise to change .. i promise .. i hope you can forgive me for all the wrong and stupid things i did .. and i hope you can help me .. thank you for being there .. i hope you'll read this ..

2006-04-28T00:06:00.000-07:00

"One Last Cry"

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry.....

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Stop living a lie

I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on
And on ....
And on ....

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Been living a lie

I guess I'm down,
I guess I'm down,
I guess I'm down...
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...

2006-04-28T00:02:00.000-07:00

LiFE iS SUCH A MESS! ARGH! HATE iT!

2006-04-22T05:37:00.000-07:00

i thought i was happy .. i thought i was already ok .. but why do i still cry? why?

'crying makes me feel better'

2006-04-22T05:28:00.000-07:00

I want to reach out and feel you beside me, beside me
Right here, right now, right beside me baby, baby
And take you in my arms right now
And scream I love you right out loud
And then someday I'll pray I'll find
I'll find the strength to turn to you and say

If I was the one, if I was the one, the one
If I was the one in your life

2006-04-22T04:43:00.000-07:00

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

2006-04-21T21:43:00.000-07:00

promise myself that i'd never love again
i've been hurt, i've been blind and that's the end
i've thought, i've cried, i've bled
for the love that never has been said

lss ! waahh !! stronger by jen love .. :p hahah ! oh well .. boOoOring ! got nothing to do here .. i wanna go out with my friends na ! i miss them so much .. i also miss my BESTFRIEND na ! hahah !! she has no fone kxe .. ! kaasar .. heheh .. did i already mention I HAVE NO DOOR ! waahh !!! my father broke it because last wed i think .. i locked it .. with my key inside so he had to break it ! argh .. ! hahah .. hmm .. well .. i guess till here muna .. later !

A NEW ME

2006-04-20T04:43:00.000-07:00

well, this is my new bloggie .. i created a new one so that i can erase all the memories from my other blog so i can start a NEW one and experience it once again .. for me this is a new chapter in my life .. not being with someone else .. :) i have to learn to let go and move on .. :) there are far more better things in life than being such an emo .. :) hahah! cry and cry and cry .. :) lolx .. i've learned many things .. i've learned to love .. to care .. and of course .. to be stronger .. to be strong regardless of any pain .. :) yes, i've created a lot of mistakes in the past but i'm not regretting doing those mistakes because if i havn't .. i would not be able to learn .. :) in life .. we should learn to appreciate little things .. never take things for granted for you may never get to experience it again .. :) live each day as if it is your last .. :) i've learned many things .. i've experienced a lot of things .. to be happy .. to be sad .. i even suffered so much pain .. emotionally .. :) but i got through it all .. :) and now i'm much stronger .. stronger than before .. :) and i won't let anybody bring me down .. :) nobody can make me cry now .. nobody can ever pull me down .. :) as i've said .. this is the NEW me .. STRONGER than before .. :) and of course .. i want to thank the people who never left me .. :) the people who were always there for me when i'm down .. :) i also thank my BESTFRIEND .. for it was her who taught me these things .. :) thank you bes ! iloveyou .. :)